-Moulin Rouge (the main theme)
When will i learn this thing i long to experience... that remains a big fuckin mystery that is seriously starting to piss me off! I'm so sick and tired of being taken advantage of.... i'm so fucking nice n marshmellowy n everyone knows it and uses it... when am i gonna grow a pair n actually stand up for myself instead of sitting around complaining about it. i don't want to be used, i have no intention of using anyone else...
my morals and values are constantly in the way of me getting what i really want. or am i just in the way?... some subconcious form of sabotaging every potential relationship by unkowningly but carefully, calculating the most effective way of destroying it.
i don't know who i am right now because i cant figure out how to be the person i think i am... I don't need to know... I just need him. I need him to see me, to chose me... to love me. how long must i wait? is there even a point in waiting...
I guess i'll just have to follow my instincts(which i don't trust for a second by the way) and see what happens...









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"Looking at your crap inspires me to make stuff thats not crap....so the world has something better to look at than YOUR CRAP!!" - BreeBitch
Guess who.
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c'est quoi, la normalité?
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hola espero y les gusten mis fotos gracias espero comentarios
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I think I'll leave it to the enzymes to do the eating.
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